To amount to nothing

To amount to nothing, the feeling that you wasted another day without bringing joy to your surroundings and to yourself, especially to yourself. Yet in this self pity we become blind to see that we did make somebody or something happy but we decided not to feel happy.

Somewhere subconscious there is something that says to us, at least in mine mind, that if we didn't do anything for the human race, making somebody smile, making somebody feel respected/loved or something else, we wasted the day. But most of the time it's this other part, maybe the ego maybe mine conscious mind, that says hey dude you didn't do shit today, you're not living you're dying; that is holding us up on seeing that we did contributed something today. The truth is quite the opposite you contributed something wonderful this day to this world, what? You created yourself a new today, with that you made this process of life complete for another one second and with that you brought joy to your soul because the soul wants to experience life. That's the reason we come here. Or is it?

Question it yourself.